eternity in the making

this week you seem
somehow farther away...
somehow my heart
aches immensely more than usual
for you~
and though the very
anticipation of you
demands dimpled grins,
knowing you can't stay
takes the glamour from it all-
and while I can't wait to see you;
hold you,
I find this hole in my heart
festers while waiting...
I can see you on the horizon,
reaching for me,
and though I see you,
you are still
achingly
too far from me