fine

If I pretend it's all ok,
will it be, I wonder?
But I'm not fine
and you're not fine,
the world is screwed over
and we all sit back and
revel in the thought that
it is US the world should
spin spin spin around
as if we really mean anything
in the grand scheme of things.
Makes me feel even more small...
Maybe they won't miss me at work today...
I'll hide inside my christmas tree
and smile out of the solitary
green chile light
and nobody could find me
until I get tired of hearing
counting crows
and I get out to change the cd

I'm ok, really. I am...