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I opened up my front door
and who stood there but
the guy I've not seen in several months-
he smiled, now a blonde,
and I let him in the door
but halfway through
his staying here
I wished that he could leave
for I felt bad for not liking him
like he wanted me to
though I shouldn't...

it was a really long week
and my head was spinning
now with silver by my eye
and everything got screwed up
especially my mind

help

make it go away